WheN Soo WaS A sTaR...

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2011-01-18T01:09:00.003+08:00

Wow...2 posts in 2 days.....haven't done that for long time now....i guess cause its really getting kinda depressing now.....i wonder where's the "Game Over" screen....the "The End" screen...where is it?

Is there any "Reset" button in this life without pulling the trigger?....without jumping off the building?? Are there truly any sign that things are going to get better???....

happy birthday boy....welcome to the rest of your life....(or what's remaining of it).....

p/s career, dreams, aspirations, money, family, and you yourself.......i have played my part.....will you play yours?...

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2011-01-17T02:02:00.002+08:00

i'm turning 24 and i still don't know what the fuck am i doing with my life....its kinda depressing when you think about it....2010 wasn't a very good year to begin with....and entering into 2011...it isn't looking very bright either....i wonder how long is this going to last??....who do i turn to in my hour of need???....i wish i was still a kid......

p/s the light at end of the tunnel.....fuck the light....i wanna turn back...

Untitled 2

2010-10-01T01:05:00.002+08:00

What do you do when you are dealt with this card? Again? and Again?

It bores the shit out of me....

like a leprechaun....i'm just looking for the pot of gold at the other side of the rainbow...

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2010-05-11T01:00:00.001+08:00

oh hell....this is depressing....

Do it Duit.....

2009-06-12T02:35:00.000+08:00

and your voice was all i heard
that i get what i deserved

~Linkin Park~

people say money can't buy happiness.....money is the root of all corruption.....but we all know how much everyone in this world loves money....

for a fact....i am constantly reminded of the fact how important money is....and even though it does make me feel a bit disgusted by the fact alone....nobody can deny money is the only thing tat makes the world go round....

people say money can't buy happiness......the irony of the situation did not escape me.....if only i knew....

p.s. high expectations leads to bigger disappointments.....i try hard enough so please don't be disappointed.....

Les Blues Arsenal???....

2009-06-05T14:50:00.000+08:00

when i first heard tat arsenal's new away jersey for next season will be blue....i waited with bated breath as any new jersey with watever colour will definitely look better than the yellow one we have this season....

but.....

this shit is even uglier....oh well then....

p.s. 1 more week and then i'm free....

Jam BuMi....

2009-03-29T00:55:00.003+08:00

look wat i found on the interweb!!!....

well....ok....i know....some of us really DID turn off their lights for 1 hour in support of earth hour....but one can onli wonder wat one hour can do to help our earth??....

oh well....its the thought tat counts rite???.....

p.s. look wat i found now??....LOL....

FuRRies....

2009-03-24T00:40:00.000+08:00

this is weird....

and it is actually based on a manga....

all in all....i am looking forward to this 3d anime!!!....looks interesting...

p.s. cute bunnies and war.....wat kind of fetish is this??....

TesTicLes....

2009-03-18T13:05:00.000+08:00

whatever tomorrow brings
i'll be there with open arms and open eyes

~incubus~

R.I.P
Andrew "Test" Martins

p.s. another one bites the dust....

FugLy & ChaOs....

2009-03-16T13:45:00.000+08:00

although i dunno whether is this true or not....but apparently Man Utd's new jersey kit for the next season will look like tat.....

Saudi Telecom?? The 'V' collar??.....damn fugly rite??......i would like to repeat that i dunno whether this is true or not....so yea....

and here....see raw panic fear of americans.....

the story is....everyone was lining up for the auditions of 'America's Next Top Model' season 155730105801375......there must have been a million of seasons by now....so....this car who was park rite outside overheated and smoke started coming out.....some smartass decides to shout "there's a bomb".....and chaos happens.....fun!!!..

p.s. bout 2 mins into the video....there's a guy who got caught and is pummeled senseless....wonder wat tat shit is bout....

HaVe a Break....HaVe a KiT KaT....

2009-03-16T00:00:00.000+08:00

going back to perth was an awesome and a totally spontaneous trip.....however crazy it may sounds.....yes....i did skip 2 weeks of my class.....but given the choice....i would have skip a whole sem of classes....

going back to perth was like taking a long sabbatical leave.....i did not have a phone.....i did not have internet access....i had little contact with anyone back home....i just bump around and hang out and sleep and eat....

however.....2 weeks pass like a flash and here i'm back again in msia.....it's not gonna be easy to step back into class tomolo....i have to find parking at SS14 again....i have to cross the streets again....and i have to pass this subject....F.....to have tasted a slice of paradise....who would in their sane mind go back to the reality?....

but its all not too bad....its not all as bleak and depressing as it seems.....its just tat i wish sometimes i could teleport myself to perth......nopz....i haven't watched watchmen yet.....but i have read the graphic novel....so yea....

p.s. like wat the VP said.....life goes on.....

I Can't Be Your Superman.....

2009-02-20T03:50:00.000+08:00

he was the hero who wears costumes and fly around defeating super villains.....he was the hero that everybody wanted to be.....he was the one that protects them.....he was like a god among them.....

but then....they turned on him....they labeled him as a freak....they wanted to do experiments on him......they called him a clown for wearing costumes.....they didn't like the idea of an outsider among them.....

he was also lonely....he didn't have many friends....he couldn't share with them his secrets....they feel he was weird....they didn't understand why he always had to leave halfway during lunch....they stopped hanging around after a while....

even so he couldn't resist the call to save them whenever any super villains emerge....like his favorite comic book superhero....he knows that with great power comes great responsibility....

one day....a super villain like no other emerge....he destroys cities in minutes....they called on him to act....they called on him to save them.....so he rushes to battle with this villain.....they fought for 13 days and 13 nights.....the hero was the only one left standing among the ruins.....

they appeared from no where....with guns and tanks....they blamed him for the calamity.....they say he was a freak who attract other freaks....they started to shoot him with tranquilizers to capture him....they wanted to control him....

he beg for them to stop.....but the pain of the tranquilizers only make him more furious....in a rage...he killed all of them....he cried when he realized what he had done....he was confused and upset.....why would the very people he protect treat him like that?.....they only love him when they need him....but when they don't....they stab him with hurtful words and actions.....

he cried some more....he doesn't know what to believe anymore......he was tired and sad and lonely.....he flew up....up towards the sky....he flew towards space....he flew towards the sun.....

the sun burn his skin....tearing off his muscles from his bone.....it was painful.....but nothing was more painful than the betrayal of them.....

nothing was more painful than that.....

p..s superheroes bleeds too....

GooDBye My BroThErs.....

2009-02-16T02:45:00.000+08:00

p.s. goodbye....

Kid StoNed....

2009-02-09T13:55:00.000+08:00

this is hilarious!!.....kid took some painkillers and got himself stoned after a visit to the dentist....

the best thing is the dad records it down and proceeds to proudly uploads it to the internet.....thanks dude....you should be awarded dad of the year!!...

p.s. too long....

GoNe WiTh The WinD....

2009-02-06T23:05:00.002+08:00

gone will be the moments when she pester me that i'm not hanging out with her and the rest....
gone will be the moments when she insists i go to some far away place and visit her....

gone will be the moments when he makes me feel special when i go out with him coz he's "different" from the rest....
gone will be the moments when he drags me out of my home to go to some far away place to visit her.....

gone will be the moments when the fatty comes out with me for yumcha sessions, cyber cafe sessions, emo sessions and car accidents sessions.......(the sessions order may vary)
gone will be the moments when the fatty and i plot and scheme to not go to some far away place and visit her......and end up blaming each other when it all fails....

goodbye my frens!!!.....hopefully we will meet again in 6 months time.....be good in perth and have one heck of a time there.....

F.....emo la..

p.s. when will they learn there's no black or white......we're all gray.....

BaTman goes BaNaNas!!!...

2009-02-03T16:10:00.002+08:00

i know its been long....but wat the heck rite?....

here's something entertaining.....christian bale goes apeshit on the set of Terminator 4 on some poor crew member who was unintentionally messing with the lights while mr.batman was trying to act....

crazeeeee!!!.....

p.s. one more week.....

EpiC FaiL....

2008-12-15T03:05:00.000+08:00

it was supposed to be my final run.......however due to unforeseen circumstances.....(well.....nobody can foresee themselves procrastinating and skipping classes and failing exams).....here i am again with another failed unit.....on my F'ing last sem.....tat's just great......now not onli i can't graduate on Feb.....but i have to study during chinese new year.....

and to make it even betta......i have to tell my relatives why none of my family members are not going to perth anymore this feb.....why plans have to change.....why i'm bringing a stack of notes back to hometown.....i'm supposed to be enjoying my chinese new year foods and my angpaus.....i should be stressing about finding a job instead of passing my supplementary paper.....

things never go as plan eh??.......shit happens eh??......gg.com.my eh??.....

oh gawd.....i wish this isn't really happening.....

p.s. tu lar tak belajar baik baik......regret giler sial!!!!!......

MutiaRa NaGa......

2008-12-03T00:30:00.000+08:00

its been a week since i'm home.....things are good.....except for the exceptionally hot weather.....things have been real good......

but to make it even better.....my internet life is now back again.....and look wat i have found on the internet since i'm back.....more dragon ball episodes!!!!....

haha....after 11 years of no dragon ball for akira toriyama.....he's back.....this anime episode is specially written by him to commerate some anime event in Japan.....woo-hoo!!!

Part 1

Part 2

Part 3

Part 4

i shed a tear watching the opening music for this.....sweet childhood memories....

p.s. ehh......is it me or mana ten shin han and his vampire sidekick???.....takde dalam episode ni pun....

CiowZ 2 PeRTHy.....

2008-11-25T03:30:00.000+08:00

by the time most of you guys are reading this.....i'm most probz back in malaysia....yeahhhhh....the land of good food.....

didn't this year just felt like it zoomed past???.....here i am typing my very last blog post here in PeRTHy before i come back home.....the year have been a blast.....it doesn't seem very long ago when i set foot here.....and now i'm going back to my country.....things are gonna be different now back home.....

i could write a thousand things about how different life is gonna be......

but i'm too lazy and too tired.....haha.....i know....this blog is turning into much of a shit blog....tapi malas lar type....penat gilerrr.....

wateva it is though.....2007/2008 was a chapter of my life that are the best in my life......i'm sooooooo not looking forward to the next year and the year after.....i'm gonna be stuck in a cubicle working 9-5.......its a shit time to graduate.....its too bad for us 87 babies....oh welllll......

hmmm......i'm gonna miss this place and the people i have met......

goodbye.....

p.s. i'm still trying to find ways to console myself that i'm not gonna be able to walk down a street and ogle at the bevy of beautiful/hot/sexy girls walking around......

p.p.s. i'm inconsolable.....T_T

InAcTive.....

2008-11-18T20:00:00.001+08:00

the last paper and the last week.....

p.s. i'm coming home.....

Gooo0oood Day...

2008-11-03T02:50:00.001+08:00

this is such a good song to wake up to.....

You know today I just woke up and I said you know instead of waitin' on a good day waitin' around through up's and down's waitin on something to happen I just say

We're gonna have a good day
and all my homies gonna ride today
and all these mommies look fly today
and the only one we wanna do is get by today heyyy
we're gonna have a good day
and ain't nobody gotta cry today
cause ain't nobody gonna die to
u save that trouble for another day heyyy
we're gonna have a good day

~Nappy Root~

classes have officially ended....now its just the final run.....and i'm done!!!.......D-0-N-E........finally....

p.s. heyyyy we're gonna have a good day......=)

E for Economy

2008-10-12T02:40:00.001+08:00

the economy sucks.....everyone is getting unemployed......everyone is losing money on the stock market.....everyone is F'ed......

the economy sucks so much that my AUD$2 that i left on my table.....

turns into this when i woke up the next morning.....

that's how much the economy sucks.....god F'ing damn it.....its happening only when i'm going back to msia.....i'm destined to be poor.....money money money....it's so funny....

p.s. you know you should read more newspaper when you dun get this blog post.....

Tangan Kiri.....

2008-09-19T02:40:00.000+08:00

this sucks....

its 2.30am and i'm still awake......thinking of numbers and formulas for the finance paper tomolo....i hate finance.....ppl say tat left handed ppl are always smarter in numbers.....they calculate better......i resent tat statement.....not onli does it pressure me to do well in subjects tat got numbers.....i'm supposed to like numbers as well......i hate numbers.....i hate anything to do with counting interest rates and future value money and bla bla bla.....

stereotype.....they stereotype us left handed ppl to do well in numbers.....like how they stereotype chinese ppl like to squat.....

tats why some politician call us chinese malaysians "squatters"......becoz he's stereotyping us chinese ppl.....motherF'ker.....

left handed ppl.....pffft.....i can tell you wat i do best with my left hand......and here's some hint.....its has nothing to do with counting numbers......i hate finance......

this sucks......

p.s. i'm halfway through.....i'm gonna miss all this shit when its over.....

My Room xoxo (Insert Bimbo comment here)

2008-09-01T02:31:00.003+08:00

Due to people threatening to jump off cliffs or smashing their car head-on into a concrete wall.......here's how my room looks like.....

there....you happy?....ex-FB??....

and who's this?.....Kwang from Klang making a cameo.....

don't you just wanna walk up to him and give him a big hug??......actually....no....i would rather stab him with a pair of scissors......wat's tat??.....oh yeah??.....you try living with him 24/7......and then we shall see which knife you are gonna choose to stab him with......

p.s. did you hear tat??.....tat sounded like the sound of assignment and presentation due dates......just listen.....

HoLiday WeeK....

2008-08-25T02:30:00.001+08:00

well....first of all....contrary to popular belief.....i dun have 1m tall stack of porn mags lying around my room.....coz porn mags here are real expensive......if i need porn....i have my trusty hard drive with me.....tats more than enough....

and i do have dude sharing my room with me.....sometimes its a hobo....sometimes its a blowup doll.....and sometimes it might be 4 dudes and a bottle of absinthe......i mean...it gets pretty lonely here in perth.....i just need someone to cuddle me to sleep sometimes......

and so.....getting tat off my chest....

yes.....im back here again to promote world peace and happiness...

lets start with my groupmates who i have been bitching and whining about a couple posts back......yes.....like i said be4.....1st impressions doesnt count tat much.....and its true.....since the last few weeks we have been working around......the bunch of them are kinda funny actually....and i have been getting along with them.....yeah.....the dumb blonde in the group still flirts around.....and most of what the Indo guy says still smells like a pile of tahi kerbau.....and the China guy.....which turn out to be a Viet guy....is still blur like hell.....but other than tat.....they are a funny bunch of ppl to hang out with.....

now lets talk about something closer to home.....apparently now the political issues are so hot and sexy tat if it were a pornography movie....it will all climax in a big orgy fest during merdeka......got yor attention yet?....i figured with loads of lines here and writing....it would onli seem plausible for ppl to onli read words like...."sexy"......"pornography"......"climax"....and "orgy"....now tat got yor attention now doesnt it???.....

okay.....other than the MCA big elections.....the various Penang land scams......the MMR2 highway having cracks again.....the UiTM non-bumi issue......the Permatang Pauh by-election.....the possibility of our very own Malaysia Michael Jackson becoming our prime minister.....the timing of the 15 sen drop of oil price.....lets talk about.......hmmmm....

there's so many things to talk about.....but wats the point of talking about it?.....we all know who's taking the money.....who's taking the blaming.....who's talking the bullshit.....its like this one big TVB drama.....or a whole season of One Tree Hill......si beh scandal.....and still ppl are trying to figure out who blew the Mongolia model??.....ritez....ain't tat like crystal clear?.....we as msian citizens aren't tat ignorant and stupid....its just the 'tidak apa' attitude tat we are born and bred with.....we dun care......we seemingly care about robbery and raping and kidnapping issues when the media highlights it.....even though it happens everyday right across the place where we lived......we bitch and whine on the internet when we non-bumis dont get our rights.....but in reality....no one seems to give a F and we move along like mindless sheeps......tats the reality tats happening in msia.....but some other time....im not gonna talk about it....

everyone got their own opinion anywayz......

and then lets take things farther from home......like.....this.....

like wat the F??......i mean.....wat the F???......are u like F'ing serious??.....wat the F Wenger??....2 year contract.....wat the F???.....i mean....to be fair....Senderos might seem to be a dodgy defender at times.....but this??....apa lanciau???....

and i F'ing miss the Olympics closing ceremony.....F!!!!!.....

p.s. wats tat?...world peace and happiness??.....F tat shit.....i miss the Olympics closing ceremony....i miss seeing Beckham....excuse me while i go run over some kangaroos...

Schfourteen-TeeN.....

2008-08-11T21:50:00.000+08:00

in light of recent comments saying that my blog is turning into a hate blog where insults are freely traded without restraint.....i would like to remind my readers tat my blog is absolutely not big on violence and profanity....me as a blogger knows tat in this modern age....even a 3 year old kid knows pornography website names better than their ABCs......

thus i shall not write more about how much i like to shoot people who have korean hairstyles or people who laughs like a pig......

violence is a vicious circle.....so please.....think of the F'ing children.....

hence....

let's go back to a more happier period where my blog onli aims to entertain.....

let's start with this.....

Sch-Fifty Five

it's F'ing hilarious and addictive at the same time......

p.s. world peace y'all.......PEACE!!!!....

Cap Stone Tiga-0-Satu.....

2008-08-04T02:10:00.001+08:00

the 1st week of class is finally over.....

other than the awesome-rific 2 days of classes.....i'm pretty much burned out for the rest of the week....no thanks to a certain subject........anywayz my workload for the semester pretty much looks like hell.....i got a quiz 2 weeks from now.....i got 4-5 presentations this sem......i got 2-3 heavy duty assignments this sem......and i got capstone!!.....

ahhh.....capstone.....a sure guarantee pass subject.....except tat the workload for the subject is pretty much F'ed......who in the right mind would wanna assess a student 10% on the 1st week?......1st WEEK???......and u expect to us to read finish one F'ing crap of textbook??....ok.....to be fair....its not pretty much of a textbook/encyclopedia.........its more like a manual on how not to F yor group members by not understanding anything to do with capstone.....

ohh....and talking about group members......1st impressions really doesn't count on my part.....but since i'm here to entertain my pretty much dwindling readers......i should report tat i feel somehow i'm gonna get royally F in the ass for my capstone subject what with my dodgy group members......although i won't rate them as bad as those numbskulls i got last sem......but the 1st impressions they gave out pretty much makes me wanna punch them in their faces.....

well.....for starters.....i got these girl....whose the only girl in my group....quite cute.....i have to admit.....but unfortunately she's a "dumb blonde" case.....and there's this Indo/Singapore guy.....who spews nothing but tahi kerbau from his mouth.....well....to be fair.......2.45% of wat he spews from his mouth actually does goes through his brain......but wat i really can't stand is when he and the girl engages in pointless flirtatious conversation while im desperately trying to listen to the lecturer.....

e.g

Indo guy: you are supposed to type in yor student email....not yor personal email....
Girl: oh really?.....sorry ar *giggles*
Indo guy: aiya.....u so stupid lar....some more u in my group....die lar *laughs like a pig*
Girl: YOU SO MEAN!!! *squeals in a high pitch voice and giggles*
Indo guy: *laughs like a moron thinking tat he just make the greatest flirtatious move of all time*

knowing i have to face tat conversation every Friday at 2.30pm makes me wanna stab myself with a pencil continuously......

then there's this China/Honkie guy who looks like the blurrest F on earth......

eg.

someone: So confirm our meeting after class every Friday ok?....
everyone: ok!!

*cues awkward silence*

China guy: erm.....are you guys free on Monday?....maybe we can meet up on Monday?...
someone: but we set on Friday.....and its more convenient....u can't make it on Friday?..
China guy: no....its fine....im just asking....

*cues awkward silence*

China guy: what about Tuesday?....
someone: erm....do you really have something to do on Friday?
China guy: not really...

*cues awkward silence*

China guy: so....how about Wed...
everyone: ITS ON FRIDAY!!!!.......

u get my point.....

well.....i got this one more ang moh fella in my group....he's Aussie....and he's pretty much cool.....till i found out tat he's frens with the Indo/Singapore guy for a long time.....tat makes me wanna stab him in the face with a butter knife for even hanging out with these kind of ppl.....

ok....maybe i have been exaggerating on some points....but you get my drift.....i just wasted 2 days of my life reading the manual and doing simulation rounds and counting numbers......so i may be a bit cranky hence the gratuitous insulting of my group members.......but really.....i do hope tat next week.....things will be different......and they dont appear as dodgy as they look.....

well....here's hoping......

p.s. just in case if you are one of my capstone group members and you somehow stumble into my blog.....im sorry for insulting you.....pls dun complain to the lecturer.....and pls dun give me low marks for my peer assessment....thank you very much....

4.50am......

2008-06-28T04:50:00.000+08:00

i know i should be blogging more since its the holidays now......i should be blogging more since its Euro 08 now......but blame it on pure laziness or pure busyness......i just can't find the time or necessity to type about every single detail of my life here anymore.....maybe its the peer pressure back then......as much as i hate to admit it.....FattyD was and definitely the only reason why i set up a blog.....and at that time.....i have much more free time and brain cells to come up with stupid and crazee shit to type......

but now.....trying to piece a coherent sentence together is like passing my Add. M3 paper back in high school.....trying to come up with this post has taken me hours......and its true for previous posts as well.....

it got me thinking tat my time of blogging is over.......i started this blog becoz of pure peer pressure and trying to find my place in college.......and then somehow it evolved into a full blown emo/suicidal/depressing blog......which i vowed everytime not to write anymore emo post.....and then i will be typing some depressing story or emo nonsensical stuff which doesn't make any sense at all the next day........

somehow i chose to believe i got through tat "emo blog" phase and have safely returned back to a more matured phase......but unfortunately tat leaves me with a bland and boring blog.....i mean.....who wants to read about me gambling AUD3 away or wishing i was in every LP concert?....wat's tat?.....boring shit?.....i know!!!!.....there's billions more blogs tat are entertaining than mine.......

i know there's thousands of things i could blog about on my life in Perth......i could blog about my crazy love-fest marathon with Biggie Joe's PS3 every friday nitez......i could blog about my new found frens in Perth.....i could blog about the most annoying fella on earth.......Soon Boon G.......hell......i could even type out long paragraphs of boy-like-girl.....girl-runs-off-with-another-boy stories.......

but wat's the point???...... i find myself writing half heartedly blog posts.....then deleting all of them coz i can't finish it......or i find it either too boring or too exaggerating to blog about....

i'm not saying i'm gonna quit blogging for good.....all i'm trying to say is to all those who still faithfully follow my blog......which i know i can count with probably 1 or 2 fingers......i think its time to take my blog off the favorite lists and put it in a visit-once-in-2-weeks lists or something.......

well.......to blog or not to blog.....there's only one SooPerStar!!!!.......you know it.....so don't F'ing deny it!!!.....=)

p.s. i would like to thank God for creating humans who then creates cameras who then creates ppl who camwhores!!!.....i love all of you!!!!.....

LP.....

2008-06-15T00:40:00.000+08:00

Linkin Park - Given Up

F'ing awesome video....this is as close as i can get to a LP concert.....the way the video opened up leaves me wanting to be there as well.....

p.s. wat's tat?....i'm such a LP fanboy???.....i know!!!......

MoNey No E-nuff.....

2008-06-08T05:10:00.000+08:00

I took my love down to Violet Hill
there we sat in snow
all that time she was silent still

~Coldplay~

exams.....exams....ohh....exams.....with just a blink of an eye.....the study break week has fly by and now exams are ohhh so near.....

but oh well.....at least its coming to an end....

and to bring forth more exciting news........after class registration.....i have got a....not 1....not 2....not 69........but a F'ing 5 day weekend......yes.......say it with me.....5.DAY.WEEK.END........for the confused one's out there.....tat means i have only got classes for 2 days!!!.....what's that?.....that's awesome??.....i know!!!....

but its a double edge sword......i might slack off like crazee and not do any studying in the end.....which is suicidal since i HAVE to graduate end of this year.....but we shall see.....i'm not even sure whether i can pass this sem's subjects......

here's another entertaining news......me and Biggie Joe and The VP decided that we were too bored with life and decided that we should gamble our lunch money's on some football.....we were informed that with a measly 3 dollars.....and with a good pickings of 3 teams.......we would get a good payoff of 80-90 dollars......what's that?....free money?......i know!!!.....

what we failed to consider was that payoff only works when you really gamble........for the un-initiated.....gambling means taking risks........taking risks means choosing the underdogs.....choosing the underdogs means......what's that?....Kwang from Klang??.....i know!!!....wait.....not tat kind of dogs.....

the point is....we chose the overdogs.....wats an overdog???....it means in a case of Mike Tyson vs me in a boxing match.....Mike Tyson would be the overdog.....yea.....so we chose our teams.....faces beaming with joy.....hoping that we would be rich in a matter of days......but the reality is.....

ignore the 2.43 and the 6.86........tats irrelevant.....but notice the 7.29 and the 20.58??.....yes......with our measly amount of 6 dollars.....if our six teams managed to win....we would get a payoff of 27.87........and when you divide it by 3 ppl.....technically we only get....$9.29 each.......what's that?....pathetic??.....i know!!!......

wait.....tats not pathetic......the more pathetic thing is.....after brainstorming for hours.....we LOST our 6 dollars of bet......say it with me now......WAT.THE.F.........yeah.....friggin China lost to Qatar......and Japan drew with Oman.......WAT.THE.F........talk about beginner's luck......but no worries......like wat The VP always said.....cruising lar!!.....

here's hoping i will be 27.87 dollars richer the next time i blog.......

p.s. i don't know why.....but i got this feeling that the next sem is gonna be the best ever.....maybe coz its the last sem.....

12 WeeKs.....

2008-05-30T03:20:00.000+08:00

as the lecturer drone on and on about god knows what......i sat there and thought to myself......F.....i have been sitting there for 12 weeks......does time flies like a bitch?.....not tat bitches fly or anything.....but yea.....

and then there's the exams......sweet torturing brain crushing exams.....ahhh....

p.s. winter mana you lar?...

ChamPs??....

2008-05-23T04:15:00.001+08:00

it was the final that everyone was talkin about....and true enough....the game live up to the expectations....i was lucky i never supported both teams or not i would have my blood pressure shooting up the sky....but then again.....the atmosphere in that place was something i neva experienced be4.....of coz there was those crazy nights in Asia Cafe......there were those huge rip off events in SOUL OUT during the world cup finals.....but then....watching football here have those real authentic fans/hooligans that chant and shout and sing songs.....it really kinda makes you feel like you were there in Moscow.....

wateva it is.....i'm glad i was there to witness it.....the match was F'ing fantastic....no doubt the heroes of the night would be the 2 goalkeepers......VDS and Cech....though i think Cech was the better goalie....

and undoubtedly the man of the match would be....

Man Utd's goal post......yes.....if there was any such FiFa award.....Man Utd's goal post in Moscow would have definitely won Goal Post of the Century.....

and to see John Terry crying like tat....it breaks my heart......to feel wat he is feeling rite after he slipped....must be the most horrible feeling anyone can ever feel.....and knowing you gift the title to Man Utd must be wrecking his mind.....no one deserves that.....

but then again.....

is that snot or spit?.....and did he said F'ing c**t rite in front of the referee?.....tats your England captain everyone.....=)

p.s. Euro 2008....here i come.....

Perth pt.4......

2008-05-19T16:20:00.000+08:00

well....its already 3 months......and the assignments are starting to be completed one after another.....and in about 3++ weeks.....its time for the finals.....and halfway through my journey of completing my studies will be done.....is it me or does time flies like F here?.....

anywayz....

this is my hallway leading to the rooms in my flat.....

this is how a normal room door looks like.....

this is how my room door looks like.....

and this is why you should not make stupid bets even though yor supported football team has a formidable 5 point lead mid way through the season.....

p.s. now everyone thinks i'm a ManYoo supporter.....wtf??....

DifFeRenT....

2008-05-16T02:00:00.000+08:00

its been a long time.....

things are different now.....but somehow some things are still quite familiar......

different place, different time, different situation, different people....

one can only wonder how long this time its gonna take....

p.s. don't doubt it.....

LoVe is CinTa.....

2008-05-12T01:10:00.000+08:00

a fren ask me to post this question:

"to be with the person you love or the person who loves you?"

in my opinion.....i would rather be with the person i love.....but then again.....life is much more complicated than tat.....wouldn't you agree?....

of coz.....pls leave yor opinions and comments as we would appreciate to view your views on it.....

cheers.....

p.s. the same anonymous fren who asked me to post on my blog 2 years ago.....ahhh.....how times have changed.....

MinD F....

2008-05-09T18:50:00.000+08:00

you know wat is mind F?....

under Kenbo's recommendation.....

this movie will F your mind up......seriously......and i like it....

be warned tho....its not yor normal action/horror/chick flick types of movie.....you will be probably cursing and swearing tat you waste yor precious time watching it......

death is the road to awe.......damn....

p.s. back to assignments...

LeGends......

2008-05-06T18:15:00.001+08:00

and the exodus starts.....

another true legend has left Arsenal.....Mad Jens......love him or hate him......his antics on field are always entertaining to watch.......and although he was dropped off most of the entire season.....he will always be the no.1 keeper.....even surpassing the likes of Seaman......he was superb during our unbeaten season......he gave us glory when he made the most excellent penalty saves from Riquelme and Scholes.....and for me.....he will go down as one of our greatest goalkeepers in the history of Arsenal.....

and although i'm still kinda pissed......Flamoney has left us like Cashley Cole for "better prospects".......but i guess thats football......he gave us a great season with his headless chicken runs and his effective combination with Fabregas.......we will miss the midfield combination between them......

p.s. and rumours had it that Hleb is leaving us as well......wtf??....

LikE oNe TreE HiLL onLi Lah!!....

2008-05-05T03:55:00.001+08:00

its the beginning of may....

and.....everyone's life's and relationships seems much more complicated.....

btw....

if you are interested in cars, bikes or girls.....there's onli one place to be on 10th May....

no....not the illegal racing scenes or Jalan Chow Kit.....

be there....

p.s. i just noticed tat i after nearly 3 months here in aussie.....i haven't hug or seen a koala yet.....and the kangaroos i have seen are either dying or dead.....

Bod0h Macam BaBi....

2008-05-02T00:45:00.001+08:00

if u know me well.....then you know i'm not the person who gets angry easily.....i mean.....my buttons aren't tat easy to push......i hardly yell or scream at a person even though some idiots make me pull my hair out....

but today....all tat is about to change.......seriously in my life......i have never met ppl tat is so F'ing stupid and sohai......i'm not surprised if their brains are smaller than the size of a pea.....

in tat span of 3 hours i spent stressing about THEIR part of the assignment.....i have never curse so much in my 21 years of life......a bit over the exaggerated but yea...

i dun mind if they dun wanna buy anything at all for the entrepreneur we're bout to interview....even though it only cost 3 bucks a person.....3 F'ing bucks....

i dun mind if they dun bother to reply to my emails and my sms-es.....coz tat give me more time to finish up my part.....

how stupid can you be for you to not know how to reference?....you are in the F'ing 3rd year in yor F'ing uni and you F'ing dunno how to reference?.......and if i ask you to help me do the introduction and conclusion.....dun just F'ing sit there like a stupid F staring into the monitor.....and in the end just nod with a blank stare......

and the best part is the executive summaries......how the F am i gonna do yor summary for you when i don't even know wat you wrote in yor part.....and the best part is you F'ing dare to give me yor F'ing son of a bitch black face when i ask you to do it.....and then you give me this shit......

"i have done research on the personality traits of an entrepreneur. It is a very important factor for entrepreneurs."

wat the F is tat?.....are you inbred?....did your father rape your uncle's granddaughter?....are you a F'ing retard?....do you know how to read?.....

Its called a group F'ing work......if i know i had to solo all tat shit......why dun you guys just go F yourself?.....the world will be a better place.....

and thanks for tat pathetic shit of a thank you letter you people wrote.....even a 10 year old kid could come up with much more impressive shit than tat.....

p.s. worse is got no peer assessment.....bastards....

p.p.s. i know how Kwang from Klang feels like now....

GTA IV.....

2008-04-29T18:40:00.000+08:00

can anybody donate their PS3/XboX 360 to me??.....

i want lar....

p.s. 10/10?......got a not?..

2 BuLan....

2008-04-20T02:45:00.000+08:00

its been 2 months......2 months and 4 days to be exact......since i left for this place......damn....its getting colder every day here.....its hard to wake up in the morning now......its so nice to sleep in.....the lowest temperature might be today......F'ing 13 celcius.......ok lar.....compared to Melbourne or some other place.....this is nothing.....but its freezing cold man......

and next week is the holidays again.....though its not gonna be an enjoyable one for the first few days.....need to rush for assignments and presentations after the break.....kacau lar.....cannot enjoy holidays.....

but the last few days should be fun......as i'm heading off to some place south......which is gonna be even more colder.....damn it!!....

but i'm looking forward to it......coz i'm most probz gonna be driving again.....ahhh.....after not driving for 2 months++.......i'm craving for some driving.....and since its a loooooong drive down south.....probably 3 hours++......oklar....maybe not tat loooong lar.......

but at least can drive......reminds me of the time i drove down to Penang with my SOUL MATE!!!......its one thing to drive at midnight......but its another thing to have great company when you are driving down a straight road for hours......i guess Kwang from Klang was the best co-driver i ever had since he layan-ed me straight the whole way down......

yes....Kwang.....i miss ya lots here.....faster come down here lar.....i miss yor angry moments lar....i miss irritating and being irritated the shit out of each other......the best is if you can export yor bed here also.....and the pillows and the comforter and the blanket and the boaster.....i miss it lar.....

oh well.....at least i got Soon Boon to layan me......he never fails to crack me up late at night with his random shit on msn......

btw.....he's from Klang as well.....

p.s. pathetic......

OveR...

2008-04-14T02:35:00.000+08:00

Its all over.......

the 2nd half of the match was a 45 mins description of our season.......we played well and had an early lead......but then unlucky defending got us equalised.......and some more dodgy defending kicked us out of the EPL dream........just like the beginning of our season.....we had an early lead among all the other clubs.....and then we keep on drawing and conceding unlucky goals to mid-table teams......and ultimately we crashed and burned along the way.......and the rest is history as people might say.....

but we did our best.....i wouldn't say we played magnificently.....but we held our heads high and fight till the last second......till the final whistle.......

i'm disappointed.....but i'm proud of the team.....

p.s. goodbye and goodnight....

Wat HappEnEd?....

2008-04-11T18:00:00.001+08:00

everything that we had fight for in this season we managed to lost in 2 months.....ppl might argue that we lack depth.....that we lack focus.....that we lack experienced players.....that we should have spend some money to bring in new players......tat King Henry shouldn't have left.....

it might be true.....maybe we do suffer from those mistakes.....to say i'm disappointed is an understatement rite now.....i regret being unable to watch the match as the local tv decides to show the Chelsea-Fenerbahce match instead.....but from wat i gather from the highlights.....it must be a heartbreaking final 7 minutes for every Gunner fan around the world......

whether it was or wasn't a penalty or whether the referee was biased or not......we dug our own grave by some dodgy defending and some missed opportunities where we could have won the game earlier....

some ppl might say "nvm lar.....next season lar!".......but isn't tat how we console ourselves each season?.....we started off so brightly......we held on to a such a magnificent lead among the top 4.....we were invincible......now we desperately fight for a dream....the EPL title which no doubt is beyond our hands.....even if the Devils were to slip up....the Blues would be eagerly waiting.....to leapfrog both of them is a miracle....

but they say the ball is round......anything could happen.....

p.s. not looking forward to this sunday at old trafford.....

WooT!!!!...

2008-04-06T04:00:00.002+08:00

well......the trailer for the movie where i acted briefly as a keh leh feh has been posted up in youtube.....

AND I GET TO APPEAR IN IT!!!!!.......

though its only for like 3 secs and you dun get to see my face and i get beaten up......

but still.....

Emperor - Trailer

my back appeared in bout 0:53 sec....dun blink or you'll miss my damn fake tumbling down moment of the trailer....

p.s. ahhh....its not much.....but i like....

April FooL....NoT!!!...

2008-04-01T17:20:00.000+08:00

i was half hoping my lecturer would yell "April Fool, you fools!!" to us when we entered the lecture hall.....

but as usual.....half hoping can never get anyone anywhere....

nothing relevant to wat i crammed into my brain for the last 24 hours came out so instead i have to put in totally irrelevant stuff about wat the functions of the WTO really are....

yes...i know....i'm really F'ed

oh well....

p.s. and i got 2 assignments due this thursday and friday.....i'm so F'ed....

F'ed....

2008-03-31T17:35:00.000+08:00

why thou shalt not skip classes....

becoz finding you got exam for it in less than 24 hours is not fun....

i'm F'ed....

p.s. i must start reading my unit outlines more....

Perth pt.3.....

2008-03-30T03:55:00.000+08:00

take a look around
don't you see it
see that you are the only real face in the room

~good charlotte~

went to a watch a movie a couple of weeks back in aussie for the 1st time.....the major difference you will notice 1st here is.....they dun sell the normal popcorns....they onli sell those salty popcorns tat nobody in a sane mind would buy back in msia......god damn...i miss my caramel popcorns darn it....and the regular size here is totally like the large size back in msia.....the large size?....you know those KFC buckets you order for the family gathering or when you have the body size of FattyD.....yeah....same size....gila....who could imagine sitting through a 2 hour movie eating large buckets of salty popcorn.....come out from cinema become "ham yee" man......"ham yee" = salt fish......

the next thing you will notice the difference is the advertisements......here you dun have the guiness for real men or even the F'ing irritating yellow man advertisements here.....and if the movie showtime is 7.00pm.....the freaking movie actually starts at 7.30pm.....half an hour chock full of ads and trailers.....

and the most tak biasa thing watching movies in cinemas.....they dun have freaking subtitles anymore....dun have the funny malay translations for english titles.....gone are the dark water = air gelap, the fog = kabus, national treasure = harta nasional.......yupz....no malay or mandarin translations in sight.......

which is kinda bad thing.....coz sometimes i need those subtitles.....yes....i'm slow....i can't watch some movies without subtitles.....but oh well......9 bucks once in a while not tat bad...

p.s. daylight saving time has officially end.....now msia time and perth time is back to the same....now i can wear back my watch since i dunno how to adjust the buttons.....=P

4 AM....

2008-03-19T04:00:00.000+08:00

she always was his voice of reason......his conscience......the one angel that steers him clear of every harmful thing and his belief in her never waver.....

its been days......days and weeks.....days and weeks and months......his reason.....his conscience.....his angel.....his belief......everything.....gone....

she was like a distant memory......but sometimes.....if he really concentrates.....deep within himself.....he can feel her presence.......and that presence gives him comfort......that presence gives him the peace to sleep.....that presence makes him feel that all the blood on his hands will be washed away......that presence tells him that he will be forgiven...

he stand facing the rope.......the guard puts a black hood over his head.....in the darkness....he feels the noose tighten around his neck......other prisoners had told him stories.....of how painful it is......of how the oxygen is cut off in a snap of a moment....of how hardened criminals had cried and wailed knowing they will be hanged......

as the trapdoor opened beneath him....he smiled......as her presence tells him that everything will be alright.....

and in the darkness that came.....

he finally saw her....

p.s. you're everything good in my life.....

1 BuLan....

2008-03-18T02:45:00.000+08:00

after the parties are gone...
after the music stop playing...
after the girls stop coming...
when there's no one left.....
the only sound you hear...
is your own heartbeat.....

~...~

its one month since i left home......much has changed back home.....much has changed here.....its not tat hot anymore....and its getting colder every night......classes are getting boring.....the lecturers here are no better than back in metro.....they still drone on like robots.....but the most stressful part would be my group members....either they are over excited about the group assignment or most of them would be damn blur.....on one end i'm pressured to keep up to perform so tat i don't bring down my groups marks.....while on the other end.....i'm supposed to lead the blur people and tell them wat to do.....

its one month since i left home......much has changed indeed....

on a totally unrelated note......

the greatest invention ever created by humankind.....

SPOON + FORK = SFOORK

specifically for people like Rice Boy.....eating fried rice and waffles wouldn't be a problem anymore.....

p.s. you like Rice Boy?.....=)

UnDi....JanGan Tak UnDI...

2008-03-10T17:30:00.000+08:00

i neva did really care for the elections.....vote BN or the Opposition.....i dun think tat anything will ever change back home......with the mentality tat we are brought up in.....not much will change even if the opposition won with a bigger majority or not......corruption and bribery and ISA will still be a major factor.....but tats just me.....maybe i'm being too pessimistic but yeah....i wished i were back home to attend one of the ceramahs.....everyone have been telling me its quite lively and entertaining.....why must every exciting thing happens after i left?....#%@#@....

winds of change?.....onli time will tell....

p.s. its kinda depressing when The VP says "lets go laundry".....you half expected to dress up and drive down to curve.....while in fact you are stuck facing washing machines and dryers.....

HuJan...

2008-03-07T18:05:00.000+08:00

it finally rained in perth......just a light drizzle....but it was the 1st time.....and a very long time since i walked back home in the rain......it was.....kinda depressing for some reason.....

anywayz.....i got exam next week....wat the F?....3rd week got exam d......

btw.....the housemates......mauritians, kenyan, and australian.....cool ppl!!...

gotta start studying!!...

p.s. tears and rain....

Perth pt.2...

2008-03-03T02:50:00.000+08:00

hows it going mates?...

i know its been long since i blog...but the internet connection here is expensive and i have only left like 1.9GB to surf.....yeah....australia imposes a quota on how much you can surf....practically you pay for every bytes you used here.....yea....so now i'm starting to appreciate streamxy....although it gives you super slow speeds and often have problems....but its unlimited access man...god knows how long i haven't watched any animes or tv series man....

but yeah.....things have been going great here.....although walking to uni still kinda sux....especially now tat the weather is turning hot....like 38-39 degrees and walking under it to classes.....not fun....seriously....and shops closing here at 5-6 still needs a lil bit of used to.....by the time me and The VP finished classes....we have barely time to buy our groceries to cook....and saturday shops close even earlier and some don't even bother to open on sunday....

talking about cooking...it have been a disaster really......vegetables in the freezer....overcooked chicken......curry which tastes like salty water.....yeah.....not looking forward to cooking again soon.....

and i have started working.....yeah....thanks to Biggie Joe recommendation...me and The VP managed start work effective after the 1st week we arrive.....its some kebab shop in the uni.....suffice to say.....i'm really afraid of losing tat job....as the job really not tat hard....and it pays really well....but i keep screwing up orders....and messing up the wrappings...and giving wrong change to my customers.....yeah.....spoilt kid cannot work....=P

and i have this major loads of assignments and presentations this sem man.....i have this entrepreneur i have to find to interview....and write a literature review about it....wat the F is a literature review?.....and in another sub....i have to find an international organization to research about so i can sit in an enclosed room to be interviewed about the organization for 20 minutes.......wat the F?.....and i dun even know a single person in all my classes yet.....

and the best part about it......is this new plagiarism thingy they invented.....its this database where they keep all the textbooks and journals and articles and past assignments of students....and ALL of my assignments need to be submitted to this database to check tat no funny referencing and plagiarism occurs....check it out at turnitin.com......

yeah.....i can foresee spending time here in aussie more than 1 year....

p.s. Kiasu Queen gone wild.....its true!!!...

PerTh....

2008-02-18T21:30:00.000+08:00

Hey people.....

Short update here......yes.....I've arrived safely in Perth.....it was lucky the plane didn't get broken in half in 2 places and my whole life turned into a TV series where i was being chased by crazy children kidnapping people or black smokey cloudy monster.....

How's Perth?....its nice here.....the weather ain't tat hot as people say it is.....but the sun will burn your skin off if you stand under it for like 15-20 minutes.....and the best part is....you won't even feel your skin burning as the wind keeps you cooled....its something like Genting here....but not tat cold....yet.......

Best thing about Perth is the place where we currently stayed has ang moh's all around us.....only 1 or 2 Asians in sight.....and I swear we saw this girl who looks like Emma Watson/Hermione during check in......and the best part was she was only 17......The VP was so horny he jumped off our 3rd floor balcony and helped her carry her stuff to her room....nahh...i'm just joking....i mean....The VP claims tat the Spartan Queen will literally rip his balls off if he does tat........we did help her carry the stuff to her room minus the jumping off the 3rd floor thingy....i'm just trying to exaggerate greatly how girls in Perth generally are.....

which brings me to another subject....the place where we live is F'ing far from the place where my classrooms are situated......Curtin uni is just right opposite my housing but CBS (the business building) is like 15-20 minutes walk away.......and its not easy navigating to tat place......there's curves and turnings evertwhere you go....i predict getting late for my classes and my SEMINARS a lot....the only consoling fact is you get to see a lot of hot and cute chickz everywhere you turn in uni.....so if Rice Boy and FattyD were here....it would be like heaven to them. (Note to Kwang from Klang...there's a labrador in the CBS staff office....and there were 2 other dogs on campus as well.....it would be heaven for you too....this msg specially from The VP)...

The VP's currently being a bitch rite now....so i will update my blog some other time....

until then....cheers mates!!....=)

p.s. our housemate thinks me and The VP are gay.....some things neva change...

VaLenTine's.....

2008-02-15T03:00:00.001+08:00

but it's not so bad
you're only the best i ever had

~vertical horizon~

he stand at her gate.......knowing he won't be back....he stand at her door.....knowing he won't open or close tat door ever again....

he left her a rose and a letter on her door step.....

and he walked away.....from the moment when he first met her....from the moment when he first called her.....from the moment when he first send her text messages.....from the moment when he first chatted with her online.....

he got into his car and drove away....he said he won't look back.....cause he knew once he looked...he's afraid he will see her opening that door and looking at that letter.....he knew he can't take it....

but as he drove away....the temptation to look back overcame him....he had to know whether she opened the door....whether she took the letter.....whether she was reading it...

as he turned his head.....he didn't see her or anything else....all he heard was the screeching of brakes....

he didn't saw the bus.....

p.s. 2 chapters closed....

inKed....

2008-02-13T03:50:00.000+08:00

quod me non interficit me confirmat

p.s. i dunno which is more scary.....tomolo or this sat..

CoMa.....

2008-02-11T06:35:00.000+08:00

as he left her house.....he didn't see the bus.....neither did the bus driver saw him....the last sound he heard was the screeching of brakes and the grinding of metal between metal.....

people say the last thing you see is a bright light at the end of a tunnel.....
people say the last thing you see are memories of your life flashing right before your eyes.....

the only thing he saw was darkness....

he was trapped in the darkness....he yelled.....he shouted....he cried for help....but there was always the darkness....

and in that darkness.....he would hear voices.......sometimes distant.....sometimes too loud....he could never make out the words.....he would never understand what the voices were trying to say.....

and sometimes he would feel pain.....agonizing pain coursing through his whole body...pain that numbs his mind.....till he couldn't think....couldn't try to call for help in the darkness......

and this went on for a certain time.....till he couldn't remember time in itself....

and one day.....

he opened his eyes......

what followed was a flurry of celebrity like status for him.....he was always surrounded with reporters and government ministers.....monks and priests....he was hailed as a national miracle.....surviving a 20 year coma....everyday he was interviewed....people from all over the world came to see him....celebrities and sports personalities that he couldn't remember or heard of....agents came to see him....asking him to let them write his autobiography.....shoot movies about his life....

and as fast as the celebrity status came.....it went out as fast as well.....people got bored of his story....other more interesting stuff came up......dogs with genetically mutated wings.....people who could shoot laser beams from their cars....

he didn't cared much for his celebrity status....what mattered most to him was finding everyone that he knew.....his family....his friends.....and most importantly her.....

but months have passed since the day he packed his bags and left the hospital....

now he stand at his 20th floor apartment balcony.....looking down....

inside....the machine that looks like television....blares out his interviews.....tapes that he recorded for himself.....and right at that moment....he heard the words...

"....and what would be your biggest regret about this whole thing?...."

"i....i.....i think my biggest regret would be that everyones lives have moved on while mine stayed still..."

how true was that answer.......he had no one now.....his parents are dead....his family feels like strangers.....his friends are all married or too busy for him.....and she......he can't find her....nobody knows where she went....nobody knows......

he closed his eyes....and sighed....

he climbed over the railing and mumbled his farewells.....he looked up one last time......and he jumped....

people say the last thing you see is a bright light at the end of a tunnel.....
people say the last thing you see are memories of your life flashing right before your eyes.....

the only thing he saw was darkness....

and he accepted the darkness....

p.s. how will your life move on?

ViTamin K.....

2008-02-04T04:15:00.000+08:00

this is why you should always take your vitamin Ks........

especially good for those who sleep lates.....you know who you are....=P

p.s. my firefox went all screwy on me and now all my bookmarks and history are gone......i can't find all my hard to remember pron site names.....damn it!!!...

p.p.s. i'm starting to like texas hold'em poker.....=)

14 DaYs....

2008-02-02T04:30:00.000+08:00

live for nothing and die for something

~John Rambo~

it didn't really hit until today.....yeah...there were those worries and those counting down days and those 3 saturday's from now.....and then there were those buying stuffs and things you need to do before leaving.....but it never really hit.......it neva really sink in.....

until today tat is....

wat turned out to be a simple dinner.......was actually quite a simple dinner.....we talked....we joked....we bitched....we laughed.....we took pictures......and then....when its time to say our goodbyes.....thats when it really happened.....the goodbyes really meant something this time....the farewells were real.....i know for a fact tat i won't be seeing some of the faces in tat table for a long long time to come....

and then those worries and those counting down days and those 3 saturday's seems to be like the worst feeling in the world.....

god....i'm scared like hell....

p.s. some things come in the end......and the end come to some things.....

Keh-Leh-Feh.....

2008-01-31T04:10:00.000+08:00

fighting for lost causes are never fun

~...~

i ran....and ran.....and ran...and vomit....and vomit....i vomit air.....then water....then 100+.....then i ran again....and then i got beaten up....and got to lie down on the dirty alley road and got handcuffed....and then got dragged around abit...

ahh....just another day of work as an extra in a movie....

i dunno whether its some karmic backlash as i did complained tat the 1st day of shooting was so F'ing boring tat if i wave my hands it would be the most interesting thing in a decade ever to happen.....so the karma gods up above decided to unleash their karmic punishment on me.....and make me run like i never did in my 21 years of life....

but really.....it was an experience of a lifetime.....being handcuffed was fun....tho it only lasted for a min plus plus......and i can finally check off "appear in a film" off my things-to-do-before-i-die list.....tats unless they edit my face off the whole film entirely.....tats gonna be a real bummer....

oh well.....

p.s. moving on to "learning to talk while i whistle"....

p.p.s goodbye blackie....where ever you are....=)

HearTBreaK in WhiTe HarT LanE....

2008-01-23T18:35:00.000+08:00

Arsenal is torn to shreds....

~Alan Smith (commentator)~

it didn't mattered whether it was 5-1.....hell.....it could have been 6-1, 7-4 or even 9-0......

it didn't mattered whether it was Carling Cup.....hell....it could have been the Premier League, FA Cup or even the Champions League.....

it didn't mattered whether most of the players was youngsters....hell....it could have been the 1st team or even featuring Henry,Pires or even Berkamp.....

it didn't mattered whether Ade and Bentner was butting each other....hell....it could have been the repeat of Zidane-Materazzi II.....

wat matter rite now....is we pick up the pieces and we battle on....

once a Gunner....always a Gunner....

btw....

RIP Heath Ledger

wat a shocker.....now he will be always immortalized as the Joker and the gay cowboy....

p..s. every Gunner heart weep on 5.57am Malaysian time on 23rd Jan 2008.....

p.p.s. cept for those who were sleeping....=P

TaK Mau PetroL....

2008-01-23T02:55:00.000+08:00

sorry for the lack of updates......i know i'm supposed to blog bout my DeLLitron V2.0.......but i was too busy tinkering and playing games on it now.....and summore got things to buy and air ticket flights to settle.....its a damn busy weezy days since i got my lappie......chill fellas.....a review of DeLLitron V2.0 will be coming soon in cinemas near you.....

one thing i found interesting was an email Papaya Muiz forwarded to me...

Hi folks,.......... Lets give it a try!

Lets fight the high cost of PETROL. Lets HELP OURSELVES against the PETROL COMPANIES!!
If we all cooperate, it should give a SHOCK to the petrol industry!
Lets give it a try. Got NOTHING to lose !!!

See message below>>>>>>

IT HAS BEEN CALCULATED THAT IF EVERYONE DID NOT PURCHASE A DROP OF
PETROL FOR ONE DAY AND ALL AT THE SAME TIME, THE OIL COMPANIES WOULD
CHOKE ON THEIR STOCKPILES.

AT THE SAME TIME IT WOULD HIT THE ENTIRE INDUSTRY WITH A NET LOSS OVER
4.6 BILLION DOLLARS WHICH AFFECTS THE BOTTOM LINES OF THE OIL
COMPANIES.
THEREFORE "24th JANUARY " HAS BEEN FORMALLY DECLARED "STICK IT UP
THEIR BEHIND "DAY AND THE PEOPLE OF THIS NATION SHOULD NOT BUY A
SINGLE DROP OF PETROL THAT DAY.

THE ONLY WAY THIS CAN BE DONE IS IF YOU FORWARD THIS E-MAIL TO AS MANY
PEOPLE AS YOU CAN AND AS QUICKLY AS YOU CAN TO GET THE WORD OUT.
WAITING ON THE GOVERNMENT TO STEP IN AND CONTROL THE PRICES IS NOT
GOING TO HAPPEN. WHAT HAPPENED TO THE REDUCTION AND CONTROL IN PRICES
THAT THE ARAB NATIONS PROMISED TWO WEEKS AGO?

REMEMBER ONE THING, NOT ONLY IS THE PRICE OF PETROL GOING UP BUT
AT THE SAME TIME AIRLINES ARE FORCED TO RAISE THEIR PRICES,
TRUCKING COMPANIES ARE FORCED TO RAISE THEIR PRICES WHICH AFFECTS
PRICES ON EVERYTHING THAT IS SHIPPED. THINGS LIKE FOOD, CLOTHING,
BUILDING SUPPLIES MEDICAL SUPPLIES ETC. WHO PAYS IN THE END? WE DO!

WE CAN MAKE A DIFFERENCE. IF THEY DON'T GET THE MESSAGE AFTER ONE DAY,
WE WILL DO IT AGAIN AND AGAIN. SO DO YOUR PART AND SPREAD THE WORD.
FORWARD THIS EMAIL TO EVERYONE YOU KNOW. MARK YOUR CALENDARS AND MAKE
24 JANUARY A DAY THAT THE CITIZENS SAY "ENOUGH IS ENOUGH".

We forward so many junk email to many of our friends, now let us do it
for some useful cause to cut down the price of the petrol........

REMEMBER: JANUARY 24, 2008.... NO Petrol Day...!

Please "Think Of It ...............

No Petrol Day??....

rite.....now we all know wat day is Jan 24th rite?....if you don't....then shame on you....but if you do....like wat the F??.....

of all the days Jan 24th??......is this some big government conspiracy theory??....is it?....is it?.....is it?....

p.s. yes.....this post is just to pimp Jan 24th....

LaPPie....

2008-01-14T03:15:00.000+08:00

my lappie is coming tomolo....

although there were some hoo-haa over the pricing and promotion of Dell......its hard not to admit tat i feel cheated tat my lappie was way more expensive than The VP's lappie even tho we technically shared the same specs....and if it wasn't for the promotion....i might just had gotten the XPS model instead of the Inspiron....

but after all tat was said and done.....i can't deny tat i'm as excited as tat lil boy waiting for ol'Santa to climb his jolly fat @ss down the chimney with my playboy magazines 9 years ago on christmas......although he never showed up....bustard.....but oh well tats another story.....(i concluded tat santa doesn't show up in malaysia becoz our houses dun have chimneys)....

yes...i'm so excited i have been going through names for my new lappie.....i think i'm gonna call it DeLLitron V2.0.......

wat's a facebook?....

Quote Biggie Joe, somewhere around 10-11pm, Rice Boy's car
"People who has Facebook have face problems"

p.s. DeLLitron V2.0....or.....DeziLLa V2.0??

CLasS...

2008-01-06T03:40:00.000+08:00

i finally got my lazy ass to go register for my classes online past couple of days ago....and through much clicking and loading.....i'm quite happy about my classes next sem...

first of all.....although i'm taking 4 subs....i onli go to uni for 3 days (tues, weds & thurs).....yea....tat means 4 days weekend baby!!.....and one of my lectures for a subject is not called a lecture....its called a SEMINAR!!!......wat the F??....as long as they don't require students to dress up formally every time then i'm totally fine with it....plus its kinda cool....

example...

FREN: ehh....which class you got now?....i got boring and lame Strategic Marketing lecture...
ME: me?...i'm going to a SEMINAR in Building 407.....
*walks off slow-mo into the sunset*
FREN: *stares in awe*

tats damn cool....

and the coolest part of it all.....2 of my subs dun have tutorial classes.....yeah....wat the F rite?....i dunno if its a glitch on the register system or something....but i'm hoping its not....it would be damn cool not to attend tutorial classes...

example....

FREN: hey....i'm going to boring and lame PR tutorial class now....wanna walk to the uni together?...
ME: i got no tutorial classes lar....just need to go SEMINAR onli....
*takes out laptop and surf porn all day long*
FREN: *wishes he took the same double major like me*

well....you get the picture don't you?...

yeah....fingers crossed....and definitely checking the website everyday to see if any changes at all.....and i'm kinda tempted to email someone in Curtin to ask bout it....but i really dun wanna have tutorial classes....so i'm not doing anything bout it.....just hope tat my doing anything bout it doesn't bites me in my ass later...

oh well....

p.s. seminar!!...hah!!..

2008.....

2008-01-02T04:45:00.000+08:00

and so another year passes....

2007....

another year....wasn't tat good of a year....wasn't tat bad of a year....there were times.....and there were moments.....but....its just another year....

oh well....2008.....i guess this year's gonna be more exciting....as i'm gonna flap my wings somewhere beyond home.....

ho hum.....i know its kinda bland of a blog post....but i'm too lazy to recap 2007 or something......maybe some other time....

anywayz.....

here's some david blaine never before seen footage....

DAVID BLAINE PART 1

DAVID BLAINE PART 2

DAVID BLAINE PART 3

if ever you see david blaine.....run....run like hell....

here's another....

RETARDS DOLLS

the ending is F'ing hilarious.....

p.s. one more month and 14 more days......its bout time....

Rm5o....

2007-12-22T03:20:00.000+08:00

hey....look.....new RM50 notes......

is it me or does the new notes look ugly like hell?.....for anybody who cared....its gonna be available next year....

by the way.....footie news.....

Champions League 16 Match Up

Celtic v Barcelona
Lyon v Manchester United
Schalke v Porto
Liverpool v Inter Milan
Roma v Real Madrid
Arsenal v AC Milan
Olympiakos v Chelsea
Fenerbahce v Sevilla

p.s. arsenal vs ac milan??......here we come kaka!!!...

A YeaR Ago...

2007-12-22T03:05:00.000+08:00

christmas is coming....

you know....another year is coming to an end....while the next is coming....i guess the next would be more memorable....as i'm finally leaving the country and the comfort of a being a spoilt child.....and i'm gonna be 21.....but tat story i'm gonna leave for another time....

i would rather reminisce bout the past.....past as in one year ago.....the december of 2006....times were good.....real good.....i had a job....a real job tat pays well.....a job tat i enjoyed.....a job tat requires me to do little.....

i never did blog bout my job back then....i kinda of forgot i did or did not.....but....it was fun....the best job i ever had....and tats not saying much since i onli have held 3-4 jobs in my 20 year life span....but then again....its the company as well....having crazy co-workers like FattyD and his gf and one who practically sleeps every time work's involved....

best were the times we snuck off to watch movie halfway working....the times we had to rush back to teluk gong to cover our asses.....the times when FattyD blew our bluff and make our supervisor cried on the phone.....fun times....

back then....i had wat i thought i need in my life as well....i was happy....i was contented.....everything was going well....i had great friends.....really good ones....and i truly believed in someone else...

and then a year passed.....

i still had great friends.....really good company.......i got to know more people as well....but....there's something....

i wasn't happy and contented like before.....wat i thought was gonna be truly my year turns out to be a tad bit disappointing.....people tat was closed left.....i didn't get to do half the things i set out to do....but mostly....i felt like crap the whole year.....

i rot at home most of the time....and i think i'm gonna welcome the first month of the new year in by rotting more....

how different things turn out to be......where would i be next year?...i hope i can safely say i graduated and had my future planned out....but where i'm heading now....i'm most probably gonna be failing my subs and looking for options not to spend summer in perth....

the thought of tat is disturbing.....lets think about happier things instead....i'm going off to langkawi by the way....sort of some end year trip.....island of sin....here i come!!....

christmas is coming....

p.s. next year.....

DeMokrAsi....

2007-12-18T04:40:00.000+08:00

this is a good read.....

When Prime Minister Abdullah Badawi took office in 2004, he was welcomed as a modernizer who would expand democratic freedoms in Malaysia. Yesterday, his government resurrected the Internal Security Act, a colonial-era law that gives the executive almost unlimited power to detain opponents. The move raises serious questions about Mr. Abdullah’s commitment to democracy.

Malaysia is facing its biggest political crisis since 1998, when former Deputy Prime Minister Anwar Ibrahim led the Reformasi movement. Since November, around 30,000 people have rallied for electoral reform, more than 20,000 ethnic Indians have protested against economic discrimination, and lawyers have marched against judicial corruption. Smaller protests were held earlier this week.

Mr. Abdullah first responded defensively, calling on the protestors to stay at home. The police also denied every request for protest permits, under the guise of protecting public safety. (In Malaysia, even though the constitution protects the right to peaceable assembly, any group exceeding five people must obtain a permit to gather.)

When those measures didn’t work, Mr. Abdullah adopted the tough tack of his predecessor, Mahathir Mohamad, by intimidating his political opposition. Yesterday, five Indian activists who participated in a largely peaceful Nov. 25 rally were detained under the Internal Security Act. “They can be held for two years for sedition and also for carrying out activities that threaten national security,” Deputy Internal Security Minister Johari Baharom told state news agency Bernama. He did not explain how a peaceful protest can “threaten national security.”

Mr. Abdullah had been building up to this bombshell all week. On Sunday, a group of lawyers and activists — including those key to organizing last month’s big protests — were arrested, then released. On Tuesday, several opposition political leaders were jailed. Some — though not all — are now out on bail. Some were not even charged, but the message was clear: Criticize the government in advance of the general election expected for early next year, or demand that the electoral process be cleaned up, and you can expect to end up in jail.

By wielding a tough hand, Mr. Abdullah is aggravating the situation. Malaysians don’t enjoy the same freedom of speech that other democratic nations enjoy. The press is heavily influenced by government. So one of the few ways for opposition politicians and activists to air their grievances is to get out onto the streets. By denying that right, Mr. Abdullah is challenging the groups to organize bigger rallies.

There’s no appetite in Malaysia for violent street protests like the ones the country suffered in 1969, when hundreds were killed in rioting between Malays and ethnic Chinese. But equally, in a mature democracy, there’s no reason that Malaysians can’t be trusted to have peaceable debates about their political future. Mr. Abdullah’s handling of the next round of protests will say much about where Malaysia’s democracy is headed. Given yesterday’s move, the signs aren’t good.

quoted from Wall St. Journal....

p.s. free speech!!.....

PaSsed....

2007-12-15T03:05:00.000+08:00

i'm not your toy....

~...~

by some miraculous powers of a being tat i won't understand......i managed to pass all my subjects....yes....you read tat right....passed all.....even tat bloody finance.....i'm so happy i can swallow a hippotamus....

well.....tat means i'm officially off from metro to curtin.....from subang to perth....unless shit happens....though some housing problem surfaced.....me and The VP was transfered to another hostel....so now we have to share toilet not only among ourselves but another stranger(s) as well....oh well....at least there's more ppl to wipe vomit and pee off the toilet floor.....

so.....any ideas wat i'm supposed to do on january?...

p.s. if i had gone down tat road....if....

MeD CheCk...

2007-12-11T04:10:00.000+08:00

he lights the matchstick again....letting the flames consume him as it did before....

oh....to be awed by the sparkling beauty of how a matchstick lights up....

and to be then burned by it....

~...~

this is gonna be long...

me and The VP went for our medical check up at KL recently.....everything was fine and dandy on the way there....directions were pretty clearly given out when The VP called the clinic....going into my gawd-knows-how-long-check-up since i was a baby.....i was pretty excited....i mean....you don't get poked and prodded a.k.a physically molested everyday do you?....and if i'm not mistaken the clinic was well recommended by the people....erm....who recommended it.....i can't remember who recommended it....oh well...

we parked our cars quite far off from the clinic as we were afraid tat they will be no parking near the clinic....and so off we went to find our clinic......unfortunately....after passing rows after rows of shops....we came into a dead end....the last shop was a clinic as well......tat clinic was like some kind of mini hospital.....you know...tiled floors....aircon....a proper reception area....nurses in uniform....i was bout to walk rite into the clinic when The VP mentioned tat we were lost....and tat the mini hospital i was about to walk into wasn't our clinic....

so he called the clinic again....and looks like we overshot the clinic....fine....i started to walk back and after a few paces....there was an aunty in her 60s.....shouting at us in cantonese...."body check up ar?....come in...come in....".....rite.....since when does clinics resort to petaling street antics in grabbing customers?.....i was about to run off terrified when The VP mentioned tat this was indeed our clinic....for a moment i was blank....this?....

you know those 1950-60s shop you saw every time you balik kampung.....yeah...imagine the clinic now....okay...it wasn't tat terrible of a condition....and we saw a girl who we recognized from our college....so this must be the clinic....okay....deep breaths....walk in....and handed in our forms.....and then another aunty came out from the back and proceeded to shout "urine....come urine"...

i was like F....am i supposed to pee now?....i thought the urine test came after seeing the doctor....but it wasn't to be....we walked to the back and were led to the toilet....i looked for support and found The VP grinning like a boy who just masturbated for the 1st time....he told me tat he wanted to pee badly since the moment we departed from Subang......motherF'er.....so he went 1st...and were led to see the doctor while i miserably stand in the toilet pants down finding the urge to pee.....

i waited....and waited....and waited.....and waited summore.....then at last it came....and then i pee....and pee.....and pee.....and pee summore....mission accomplished...

okay.....up to this point...i'm too lazy to describe every inch of detail of wat happened any more....i'm F'ing sleepy and i wanna go dream me some naked girls....suffice to say....me and The VP did get physically molested by the doctor and spent some quality time together in KL.....all in all...the clinic was dodgy....the doctor was dodgy.....the nurses were not GILF quality.....The VP hated the x-ray people....

ahh....after so long....i think i finally delivered a worth while blog post....

yay....i got the blogger mojo again....woo-hoo!!..

p.s here it is....the week....the dreaded week....results are gonna be released and whether i get to laze around on Jan is gonna be decided...

Because The Partay is Over....

2007-12-04T05:00:00.000+08:00

the prejudices they set against each other....

~...~

well.....its over.....sad to say.....i didn't get to cash in my RM9k and my free meal....but was it an experience a not?......haha....Mr. Phuah and Ms. Siah....proud of you....though now i have to go and find for new people to con money and meals out of.....

at least it was fun.....right?.....i mean....it was fun for me.....getting to be behind the scene of an 8TV Quickie....(albeit it was quick).....seeing how the show was run.....

yeah....just one of the perks of being frens to good looking guys and girls.....

YAY to frens with benefits!!!....

p.s. not tat kind of frens and not tat kind of benefits.....

FuTuRe-Ah-Ma!!!...

2007-11-30T05:30:00.001+08:00

they don't understand so they assume....

~...~

good news, everyone!!!!.....

Futurama's back.....yea baby....Futu-F'ing-rama is back!!!!.....

and they are returning in style......

before the series hit back in 2008.....they are giving us not 1....not 2......not F'ing 3.......but 4 mother F'ing straight to DVDs movies.....

HELL YEAH!!!!.....

starting with Bender's Big Score......damn.....i love tat movie!!!....

oh gawd.....this movie is F'ing hilarious.....

ZZOIIIDBERGGGG!!!!....

yea....don't tell me.....i know i sound like a girl.....but i heart Futurama yo....

BITE MY SHINY METAL @$!!!!....

peace sista!!...

p.s. yea....i'm still "high" from watching the damn movie.....

WaiT....

2007-11-30T05:20:00.000+08:00

i didn't cry the day you moved away
didn't think i would feel this pain
until i saw the stranger that was you

~The Click Five~

he waited for her.....wondering how much she would change.....yes...people change....they do all the time....he accepted the fact.....he accepted tat it has to be this way.....

but things are gonna change now....he have changed too....for betta or for worse.....he couldn't answer tat question....he hope she could.....

things were so different a year ago.....he were always blowing things up in her face for the smallest reason.....while she would never be honest with him over the smallest things.....so someone had to leave.....

but things are different now.....he will neva let time repeat his mistakes....nor would he allow time to tear them apart again.....

and so he waited.....and waited......she neva came......she neva appeared the next day either.....or the next.....or the next.....

finally.....a staff there came to him and ask him....

"i'm sorry.....but i have seen you here for weeks.....are you alrite....are you waiting for someone?..."...

"yeah....i am actually.....i'm waiting for someone special..."....

and so.....he continue to wait.....

for he know tat one day she will come.....

p.s. its been a year since ss19 Mcd's were closed......i miss tat place....do you?...

V.....

2007-11-27T03:30:00.000+08:00

welcome back....

~...~

first there was bersih....

then there was hindraf....

wtf?....is this malaysia?...2 big rallies in 1 month??...

and isn't it a coincidence tat both were held in the month of november?...

fishy doesn't it?...

remember remember the 5th of november perhaps?....

quick....buy a vendetta mask now...

buy 1 free 2......courtesy of an un-named organization.....

p.s. our government and opposition are both idiots.....one acts like nothing has happened and the other acts like our saviour....mehhh.....

Because i Got Nothing Betta To Do....

2007-11-22T03:30:00.000+08:00

if you have been diligently voting for these past couple of days.....your efforts have been noted and thanks and appreciation are given out to every single one of you....

but the battle is not over yet.....

you can now vote using your phones as well.....brilliant isn't it?.....well....yeah....it does come with a minor cost compared to the online voting.....but hey....its only RM0.50 cent per vote.....with RM0.50 cent......you can possibly make someone richer by RM10k......you can definitely make me richer by RM9k.....wouldn't you want me to be happy?....huh?....huh?....huh?.....

its not like RM1.50 per vote.....tats asking too much now.....(internal joke).....

here's how to make me rich.....i mean....make Sean and Karen your ultimate prom king and queen....

just type VOTE(space)SEAN to vote for Sean and VOTE(space)KAREN to vote for Karen....and send to 36677.....

its as simple as tat.....still dun get it?....

take a phone....not any phone....but a handphone.....

try again.....

not this either.....

yes....this little things you used to kill yor brain cells everyday....

then you.....

and.....

and then you send this to....

comprende senor and senorita??.....

so now you know....

p.s. i was bored.....

HoLidAes....

2007-11-20T04:30:00.000+08:00

why i never walk away....

~...~

do you smell tat?....

the smell of freedom......the smell of rotting at home.....the smell of waking up without worrying bout being late to class.....the smell of sleeping late without setting yor alarms.....

ahhh.....the smell of holidays.....

tis the time to burn yor notes and sell yor textbooks....wat would make it even more nicer is if i didn't totally F up my finance subject.....F'ing finance.....damn...

with the exams gone and the sem ended.....i guess its time for me to blog bout wat happen on 13th Nov....Linkin Park landed on Singapore and sources told me tat everyone had a jolly good time across the strait.....if it wasn't for my bloody finance paper on the day itself....i would have walk/run/drive/swim/fly there...

%@#%@#%$^.......i hate finance so much.....i hate those people who went for the concert....bloody kiasu bastards!!!....WHY??....why didn't i went for their concert here??....OH WHY OH WHY???.......@!$@!@%#!$!%.....

here's some videos.....

LINKIN PARK LIVE IN SINGAPORE

PUSHING ME AWAY (PIANO VERSION)

BLEED IT OUT

WHY???......i'm gonna sit here and cry myself to sleep...

p.s if you haven't voted yet.....wat are you waiting for??....click here to vote for sean and click here to vote for karen.....

Because I Want RM9K & A Free Meal @ Tony's....

2007-11-17T05:40:00.000+08:00

i'm leaving and you're not here....

~...~

if you haven't heard....which is most probably....since nobody watches free tv anymore since everyone have astro at home......or since its the exam/holiday season now.....8tv is gonna host this reality show at December 1st 2007....the show's basically bout finding the ultimate prom king and queen....they toured a few colleges and uni's up and down peninsular m'sia looking for the ultimate one.....

the whole point me blogging bout this event?....of coz....metro was one of the coll chosen.....and suffice to say....plenty of ppl went and auditioned....and to make things short and sweet....

Sean Phuah

VOTE FOR SEAN

Karen Siah

VOTE FOR KAREN

MY FRENS ARE CELEBRITIES!!!!.....I FEEL LIKE A ROCK STAR HANGING OUT WITH THEM!!!!

yupz....our local mr. and ms. metro has spread their wings and flew off to bigger and better competition.....apparently ambank debit cards and wateva prizes they won from the ball wasn't enough for them.....i'm so proud of them.....i'm like these old mother bird who sees their little birdies flew off to challenge the world.....little birdies....i know how it sounds lar.....damn wrong....but couldn't find a better metafora....is tat how u spell metafora ar?...

and...and....and you know wat?.....out of 10 contestants there.....there are 3 metro students including Sean and Karen in the competition!!!...tats like .33333333 of metro blood in the competition.....whoever says metro college is a boring and loser and un-happening and tak tau mana kampung punya college.....IN YOUR FACE!!!!.......

anywayz you can make a difference.....just vote and you can possibly make someone richer by thousands.....you can make me richer at least!!....

BE A MAN!!!...DO THE RIGHT THING!!!!

p.s. if you don't vote.....you are giving other people a chance to vote people like this as our Information Minister.....

p.p.s tune in Dec 1 to 8tv.....don't blink or you might miss my infamous 3 secs on national tv.....

CanCer....

2007-11-14T04:35:00.000+08:00

do they have radios in heaven?
i hope they do
cause they're playing my song on the radio
and i'm singing it to you

~Plain White T's~

i know you are in a better place rite now....

BroWn Cow....

2007-11-12T05:50:00.000+08:00

its sad seeing him like tat.....its even more sad to know tat he won't be around for long....but the most sad thing would be him unable to see me take off and be everything tat he wanted me to be.....

~...~

a few more hours and the battle begins....its time for the last one here....i hope....i mean....i'm as unprepared as a cow....why cow?....i dunno....how now brown cow?....

p.s. once again, sides must be chosen.....broken hearts for laughters.....disappointment is guaranteed.....or has it already happen?....

HeRo....

2007-11-05T02:45:00.000+08:00

and i'm tired of being all alone
and this solitary moment
makes me want to come back home

~Secondhand Serenade~

another day on the street.....another day beating up on those silly guys who thought they could get away clean on robbing the folks.....he wondered.....how long was it since he got those powers....as awesome as those powers were....it was indeed tiring going day after day.....but at least the world is a better place now....

he took off his cape.....his mask....his suit.....and take a look at himself at the mirror.....his body.....so many scars....and today the new scar at his wrist....bloody idiot with a penknife....couldn't even get a proper weapon.....another look at the mirror....he looks so tired....and different.....really....how long was it since the day he took off with his superhero days?....

and his room....so dusty......so dark....so grim.....the onli thing tat mattered to him in his room was his bed....his sleeping hours was reduced to onli a few minutes as each month passed by....if onli superheroes can afford to hire cleaners.....he moved across the room to his bed and lie down on his bed....but he can't seem to doze off....wat was it tat was bothering his mind??....

he stood up.....wats the date again today?....took a look at his watch on the table....its tat day.....how fast months passed by.....he hesitated as he flew out his window....should i?.....and without him realizing it....he was already floating on top of the cemetery......he landed right in front of her gravestone.....her beautiful face.....smiling at him....looking at him.....has it been a year already?.....

then a tear rolled down his cheek....how much he miss her....he miss smelling her hair....he miss chasing her on the beach....he miss seeing her sleep in his car.....for all his superpowers...he couldn't save her....even the medicine couldn't....those medical fees.......those bastard doctors.....if onli he spent more time with her instead of pushing her to them......

he wish he would age....he wish he would fall sick......just so he could feel her pain.....just so he knows where it hurts.....just so the burden wouldn't be so heavy.....he wish he could die.....why of all the people....he was chosen to have the powers....why?......

"help!!!....somebody help!!!.....my purse!!!"........somewhere a woman cried.....even now the world continues to move......why can't i have my moment alone.....he clenched his fists....those fools better be prepared for the pain he's gonna dish out....

oh god...i don't even have my mask on.....he thought as he flew towards the direction of the woman....

p.s. if we could make it through the night..... then we'll see the sun...

KiAsu....

2007-11-01T04:05:00.000+08:00

the voice of an angel.....
miss it....i'm gonna...

~...~

its not tat i dun wanna update...but.....i guess i have lost touch with the art of blogging.....you know....the initial euphoria of having a blog and writing about every single detail of my life has definitely wear off on me....not to say i will completely stop blogging but....just don't expect me to update very often now....

well....at least melaka was kinda fun....its good re-living the high skool-ish days with their high skool-ish events and the high skool-ish crowd....really brought back the memories of going for those Installation and IU days.....and we did rock the socks off the place tat night with the 2nd rendition of grease.....i mean i think we did.....or at least The VP did.....i think if the crowd of girls would get any wilder tat night....i could say that we would see a couple of bra and panties being thrown on stage....

and.....like i said in my previous post.....the finals are here.....and tomolo marks my 2nd last day of my semester in metro.....safe to say right now my internals are quite safe.....except for the bloody finance sub....which i think i've got a good chance of failing.....its just like taking management the 1st time.....but this time its numbers and figures instead of Porter's and Hertzberg's.....and i got extra motivation not to fail this particular subject....summer classes for this particular finance sub takes place at 8 in the morning.....yea....real bummer to have me sleep in class during summer....

here's something funny....

i think i'm gonna break down mentally in Aussie....yea...i knew all along tat i'm going there with the most kiasu-est of people in the world....if tats not bad enough then......now make it 2 of the most kiasu-est people in the world....

dunno wat i mean?....check this out...

in case you are wondering wat the heck is this.....its not a colouring book....noo...its not a rainbow on paper as well.....its just Kiasu Queen's notes....yes....its awfully colourful.....with extra side notes and extra different pen inks and highlighters.....

and then this is my notes.....well....okay.....its not the same sub....but its awfully depressing after comparing it with Kiasu Queen notes.....and its times like these.....you just know you wanna hang yourself rather than going months hearing The VP and Kiasu Queen telling each other not to study this or to study tat or finance this or finance tat.....in any case....i would be bringing an extra long rope to Aussie with me.....even if i do really hang myself....i think it would be alrite for me to strangle at least one of them....

wat about the other one?.....knowing how kiasu he/she is....probably he/she would find an extra rope and hang him/her self.....yes....tats how unbelievably kiasu both of them are...

well....maybe they aren't tat bad....you know....they say Aussie changes people....change for the betta or for the worst?...now now.....i can't see the future now can i?....

p.s. final week....

1 & 4....

2007-10-24T03:30:00.000+08:00

the breakdown of the 2nd twilight.....or is it?...

i feel......distant....

~...~

this is it....i have got onli 1 more month now to study here.....most probably after this i won't be doing much studying anymore....not here anywayz.....tats of coz if i dun fail any of my subjects....which then i have to sign up for summer classes.....which i dun plan to do coz i wanna enjoy me last month while i'm still here.....

1 more month.....4 more months......time waits for no man....and this man no waits for time anymore.....wait.....tat doesn't sound quite right....

p.s. melaka part 4.....

p.p.s baba house (haunted motel) part 3.....

300??....

2007-10-22T03:05:00.000+08:00

do i try too hard to make you smile?
to make a smile?

~Blue October~

creating a blog is hard work.....wat with the countless tinkerings with the templates....the design...the fonts....the chatterbox....the colour....the pics.....

especially when you have to build up from scratch someone else blog.....of all the times for him to create a blog.....@#%#@$......you owe me one big damn favour!!!....=D....

anywayz....

love 300?.....hate 300?.....neva watch 300?.....three hundred?.....tiga ratus?....

Meet The Spartans

THIS IS SPART.....wait a min...wat the F is this shit??....

p.s. i didn't tell you so you wouldn't know......but if you wouldn't tell me....how will i know?....

FireFly....

2007-10-19T04:30:00.000+08:00

Grave of the Fireflies

i'm an emotional wreck after watching this anime.....such a beautiful show.....wats more unbelievable is i cried like a baby watching the ending.....oh my gawd....i can't laugh at The VP and his A Walk To Remember moments anymore....

please don't watch this if you are depressed or feeling suicidal...

p.s. i'm not kidding....

RaYa.....

2007-10-16T03:00:00.000+08:00

when you came and told me your problem.....i had 3 different dreams in which i had 3 different scenarios about yor problem.....and it turns out sad in every 3.....i think i'm going crazy....

is this wat you called obsession?....

~...~

Damien Rice - 9 Crimes

is that alright with you?
give my gun away when it's loaded
is that alright with you?
if you don't shoot it how am i supposed to load it?
is that alright with you?
give my gun away when it's loaded
is that alright with you?

on a totally unrelated note....

raya was lonely and boring.....actually i celebrated raya playing CS....till late nights.....wait a min....playing CS in cafes till late nights on public holidays??....wat the F?....i'm transported back to my high skool days....help!!!!....

here's a funny story (funny = klang).......

i got 3 frens who were born on the same day but on 3 separate years.....i dunno wats the problem or which feng shui master their families go to but it seems Oct 14 seems like a day worth celebrating birthdays.....or maybe they are just damn kiasu.....since they are from klang.....well....actually one's not from klang....but she got herself a klang husband.....so plus minus lar......

and happy birthdays to all 3 of you....

p.s. if you don't shoot it how am i supposed to hold it??.....is it alright for me to give my gun away when it's loaded?....is it alright with you?....

BbQ...

2007-10-06T03:25:00.000+08:00

ingredients for a great bbq....

it was crazy....but it was fun...

p.s. dedicated to the Spartan Queen....

p.p.s Fernando Milo Ramsey Torres.....

Bad NeWs...

2007-10-05T03:15:00.000+08:00

i neva was a guy who plan for my future.....i know what i want to do.....i know what i want to be....but how do i get there....i let life play its part....let life grab me by the throat and shove me into wateva situation i get shoved in....

but with you....its a different story....with you....i try my best....i plot and think about every single detail.....every single day.....every single moment....i try my best to grab my life....and make it right....although time's running out.....i still try my best....i try to sort out the mess....repair and fix what i can....and then maybe....come back and continue to do the same.....

well.....if only things go like how i want it to be.....

things i neva thought....neva in my life would even imagined to happen......happened....or should i say.....is going to happen?.....and to make it much more terrible....i had to find out in the worse possible way.....

i was shocked....completely shocked.....that for one moment everything and everyone was so silent....i was speechless....and yet....i pretend....like how i always do.....pretend tat moment neva happened.....pretend tat i neva hear wat i just heard.....

it takes a moment you know.....for something to settle down....for your brain to completely analyzed the new information.....that until i turn off the lights and lie down on my bed.....that by then.....i know its real.....this is real.....wat seems long turns out to be much more longer.....such disappointment.....disappointment of the news...

then anger....anger at life.....such anger.....until a terrible wave of sadness wash over the anger.....tat i know will neva go away for a couple more days.....such terrible sadness......sadness that brings tears to eyes.....the sadness of months of planning for the future to watch it disintegrate into pieces before you.....

and today....like other days.....even though you knew....you just.....forgot about me?.....maybe you just didn't gave a damn...maybe the hint i gave wasn't clear enough......and i had to find out about you....even though i avoid and hide when ever possible.....i just couldn't run far away enough......by then....this familiar feeling would always return....this sick numbness that runs through the body....

but who could i blame really?.....i made a choice.....and you....was just being you.....

you know wat?.....F this shit.....F the plans.....F the farewells.....F the goodbyes.....F the nights.....F the days.....F the future....it ain't tat worth it....at least to you....it ain't anywayz...

i'm tired....

p.s. i count in my mind the days.....and then you came and add the days....into months....into years....

p.p.s. i need a calculator now.....

GoodBye Two Face Chong....

2007-09-30T04:05:00.000+08:00

there's a place we used to be
there's a face that i used to see
there's a picture with you by my side
there's a moment that i want to find

~Take That~

Two Face Chong left for Birmingham last friday....and we being the good frens tat we are decided to go to the airport and send him off.....and this time we brought the camera....coz i neva get to camwhore much with my skool mates....

the one's who went in my car....achieved personal best speed record once again on the way to KLIA....gawd knows how much longer before my car breaks down one day...

the group pic.....the SU gang that i grew up....i think onli me and Doctor Geney was smiling.....while the rest muka maintain/tries to smile......sedang emo lar tat time....

well....i know the pics ain't much.....but hey....we onli got to spend like 5 mins with Two Face Chong before he left for the gate...yea.....we were that late....oh well.......and so another one leaves.....i wouldn't see him till like 2-3 years later....and come to think of it....i'm goin to be the next one to leave....damn....i still remember when V.Lo (no relation to J.Lo) leaves tat time....its like F'ing yesterday....its like i'm gonna leave on a plane tomolo....*nervous breakdown moment*

best quotes of that night...

"Soo, my mom ask you drive slowly...." =_="
LRT Lee upon entering my car...

"My dad ask me to call him when i reached KLIA....*looks at the time*....if my dad knows i reach so fast he would probably drive here himself and fetch me home....*ponders for a moment*....i think i will call my dad later..." =_="
Bro Black Razin upon reaching KLIA....

pic of tat night.....

Kit Kat being himself....

anywayz......i found this on the net....

when i first saw the ad....i thought my birthday had come early.....i was about to apply.....but then something held me back.....upon closer inspection...

motherF'ing hell.....Thailand?.....how many holes are we talkin here now?...

p.s. was it because i am important to you.....or was it because you needed someone....

Seanpe-Marcowitz....

2007-09-27T05:00:00.000+08:00

so yea....me and The VP was talking bout Perth just now....about how we gonna share an apartment together....and it reminds me of the theory that we came up together....(together = 90% me.....10% The VP).......

presenting the seanpe-marcowitz frenship theory....

as you can clearly see from the graph above....clearly our frenship starts from the early days of 2005.....starting from the crazy days of UFP....but the relationship moves slowly as the curve is flat....this is mostly attributed to The VP being all stuck up with his "i-went-Simple-Plan-concert-haha-you-losers!" attitude.....while yours truly is busy lookin for transportation to go home.....(*cough*riceboy*cough*)....

the frenship moves more steeper as the year goes on by and reaches a peak during the 2 years frenship time....which is a couple months back....and since then on....the curve automatically curves downward at a surprising speed....this is called the "Diminishing Marginal Frenship" rule....the frenship ends right at the point where both of us reaches Australia as by then....we wouldn't acknowledge each other's existence although we will both be pissing and shitting at the same toilet bowl....

however.....after sometime....the frenship will again be upward sloping as when The VP receives the dunno-wat-award-so-we-shall-call-it-the-kiasu-award....he will take me to fine dining as promise....we will re-live the good old times of our frenship back in M'sia.....but after dinner....after the bill is paid....we will both part ways again and refuse to acknowledge each other's existence.....

so now you know....

p.s. yea....we really did come up with the graph and the theory....combination of finance and econs subjects....which reminds me....both lecturers LOVE The VP so much...bastard child....

TiMe.....

2007-09-27T04:50:00.000+08:00

yesterday was hell
but today i'm fine without you
run away this time without you
and all i ever thought you'd be
that face is tearing holes in me

~All American Rejects~

its hard....yes it is....so pls dun come and make it any more harder than necessary.....

its funny....i never did thought i can be a substitute....i neva did thought i will be the 3rd person....i neva did thought it IS you after all....

and the days seem to move so slow....

HaPpY....

2007-09-26T03:30:00.000+08:00

i want....but yet....i give....

~...~

FattyD was right.....maybe you will be happier.....maybe you will not....maybe the stakes are too high.....or maybe i'm just scared....

lets see how it plays out.....i onli have 4 and a half months left.....

in FattyD's words......"you have nothing to lose anymore".....

p.s. i just want you to understand.....so dun judge me.....

TeH (Lack of) UpDaTe....

2007-09-22T05:10:00.000+08:00

i miss camp....

~...~

pardon me for disappearing off the face of the blogging earth.....but i guess somewhere between getting low marks for my exams, handing in assignments late and fighting fate to save a frenship (don't ask...)......i guess i was too busy to write any emo or nonsensical stuff here....but worry not....my faithful readerz.....coz the mid term holidays are here....and though i still have assignments to do and hand in....i shall update teh blog...

update teh no. 1......

im too lazy to upload the pics and think of lame jokes so next time lar....damn potong?....bite me....

update teh no.2....

the special one has finally moved on....the football is round.....though the news was shocking....wat is more shocking is how disappointed i am to see the special one to leave....i'm gonna miss seeing his sour face when his team lose....i'm gonna miss seeing him celebrating like a jackass....i'm gonna miss his sore loser-ish comments....i'm gonna miss him....all the best to Chelsea in beating ManYoo's roody poo ass this sunday....altho i'm hopin for a draw...

update teh no. 3......

waiting for pics to update bout Two-Face Chong farewell.......bite me?...

p.s. not much of an update....i know...but i can't seem to put words into my pea-sized brain....i have lost the bloggin touch.....oh my gawd!!!!!....*panics and jump off 2nd floor window*.....

p.p.s. chill lar....dunno how to end lar..

WhY?....

2007-09-22T05:05:00.000+08:00

pain....

jealousy and frenship....

this is pain....

redemption....

lending a cracked pillar of support....

this is redemption....

sacrificial.....

for all the mistakes and lies and secrets....

this is sacrificial....

time.....

4-5 months.....

this is time......

why?....

becoz the sight of seeing you smile makes it all worth it....

this is why...

CamP.....

2007-09-09T00:00:00.000+08:00

for just tat night....everything and everyone didn't matter.....

and now....its back to reality.....F....

~...~

college camp.....the first and the last one probably would be the best camp eva....not to say the 2nd one sux....but i didnt had tat much of a fun compared to this one....

especially with all the new ppl....the "fresh bloods"......i feel F'ing old....damn man...

well....at least i know we blew the roof off the camp....nicest bestest metro crowd i eva did performance with.......i was shit worried tat we will be the onli ones singing and dancing and makin a fool out of ourselves....even prepared some backup plan just in case.....guess tat wasn't necessary after all.....why was it so F'ing fun?.....one word...

umbrella....

p.s. ela ela eh eh eh.....

p.p.s. klang sapu all the trophies....pukimak....

JaCk iN ThE bOx.....

2007-09-06T00:17:00.000+08:00

every time i kiss i feel your lips and
every time i cry i see your smile and
every time i close my eyes i realize that
every time i hold your hand in mine
the sweetest thing my heart could ever find
and i have never felt this way
since the day i gave your love away

~A1~

as the clock strikes 12......the jack in the box came to life....blinking its eyes....it saw the same thing again....every night the same image.....the tin soldier and the ballerina.....standing together facing each other under the paper castle....

why was it so?....did the little boy thought this was how it was supposed to be?.....is it because the tin soldier have only one leg tat makes him extra special?.....the days when the ballerina would look at it were long gone....and now the only thing she sees is him....

the jack in the box would love to talk to the ballerina again....like how it used to be....before the tin soldier....there's so many things it wanted to tell her....and today the jack in the box knew it would get the chance.....now that the little boy's family is moving to a new place soon...the jack in the box was finally put on the same desk as the paper castle....

slowly the jack in the box crept near the ballerina....how long since it haven't really take a look at the ballerina's face....as the jack in the box finally cross the bridge leading to the castle...it finally saw her....

the jack in the box was surprised....the thought of seeing her face was always lingering on it's mind....but now after looking at her face....the jack in the box regretted it immediately....as her face was so beautiful....tat smile on her face....it has never seen her so happy....and it knew why....turning back....it saw the same smile on the tin soldier's face....

they were happy.....and they were in love....the jack in the box could no longer think of any excuse or denial....this is the truth....depressed by the image of the tin soldier and the ballerina's face.....the jack in the box quickly move away from the paper castle...

the jack in the box didn't saw the opening under the desk......and it fell through the hole....all the way down to the hard marble floor....the pain brought tears to it's eyes....it was so different down here....it's cold and dark......the only light came from the other end of the room.....seeking comfort...the jack in the box moved towards the light....

the light soon turn out to be a flames from a fireplace.....drawn to it...the jack in the box moved closer....at first....the fire was comforting.....but soon it grew weary of it....and the jack in the box noticed something was glimmering at the side of the fire place....curious, the jack in the box moved closer to examine it.....

there.....it saw a hideous creature....the jack in the box was disgusted......what vile creature would look like this?....it tried to shield itself from the creature....raising its arms....the hideous creature raised its arms as well.....puzzled...the jack in the box slowly lowered it's arms...and so did the creature did the same.....

horrified.....the jack in the box would soon come to realize that the creature it was staring all along into.....was the mirror image of it.....the creature was it.....it was the creature....how could did this happen?....it look like this all along?.....the jack in the box always thought it would look like any normal toy.....

all along....the ballerina knew this....no wonder she was laughing every time she was with me.....she was laughing at me....thought the jack in the box.....she wasn't enjoying my company all along.....the jack in the box was overcame with so much disgust at itself....it launched itself against the burning flames in the fireplace....

the jack in the box was then consumed by the flames.....with its last strength.....the jack in the box would look up at the desk.....

the next day.....the moving truck came....and everything was packed up into small and big boxes.....and nothing was left in the house where the little boy stayed.....except for the ashes at the fireplace....

as the little boy unpacked its toys from its boxes.....the little boy noticed tat the ballerina eye's were watery....no matter how many times the little boy wiped it with his handkerchief....the ballerina's eyes would not dry....and a tear appeared under the ballerina's eye.....

as to why this happened......no one would ever know.....

p.s. you wouldn't know it by now.....and you might not ever do....but you have your tin soldier.....and your jack in the box....

MerDeKa....

2007-09-02T05:30:00.000+08:00

as we lay there looking up the sky....we could onli wonder.......

are you looking at the same star tat i am?

~...~

the countdown to august 31st was rather bland this year.....as unlike previous years where i would be stuck in a massive crowd gathering to watch fireworks.....i was in klang....the celebrations in klang was....bland....although it's quite logical since klang is behind normal malaysia time by a few months....so don't be surprised if one day while visiting klang you see all kinds of fireworks and shouts of "merdeka" even though its November....

all jokes aside....one could not help but wonder if by next year at the same exact time on 30th august...where would i be and wat would i be doing?.....maybe some home-made fireworks?....oh well.....

here's a classic American blonde.....

priceless....

p.s. the long lonely nights.....

ReMeMbER....

2007-08-28T23:45:00.000+08:00

her mouth tat onli speaks his name....the clown tat onli entertains...

~...~

all i want is for you to not only remember me when you need me.....

remember me when you don't need me....

p.s. week five

A LaWaN P....

2007-08-27T02:30:00.000+08:00

i'm gonna miss days like tat....

~...~

this is awesome....

AvP Requiem

*kneels down and prays*
pls dun suck like the 1st one.......pls dun suck like the 1st one......

p.s. Pu-Nani to the rescue.....=P

Win-DoWs??...

2007-08-21T00:45:00.000+08:00

the sweetness of an apple can only last for so long.....

~...~

look wat i found in the com lab.....

apa jadi lar??...

p.s. check out JoJo's rendition of Beautiful Girls.....look out for a duet at the VMAs....

DrEAms....

2007-08-20T03:55:00.000+08:00

the anchor tat ties around my heart....

what is it?....and who are you??....

~...~

i went to perth in my dreams yesterday.....and when i woke up....i breathed a sigh of relief....

and i wonder....why do i feel relieved?....

why?....

Prison Break Season 3 Promo

"THIS IS SONAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!".....

ok ok...i know the sparta joke is getting old....but you gotta admit its still a bit funny.....

p.s. FattyD finally updated his blog....

p.p.s Lehmann and Rob Styles are bloody idiots....nuff said....

NighT....

2007-08-15T01:40:00.000+08:00

some things never change....

~...~

as i walk out from the computer lab....i take a look around....

i never noticed how different it is during the night....no footsteps...no talking....the emptiness makes it kinda......beautiful....

i'm gonna miss this place when i leave.....

p.s. week three.....